Not everyone has the willpower to chisel that out, that's what makes great people great. There's a fit, confident person inside of you anon, and I'm not just saying that, every single person has that. Prove everyone that looks at you and thinks you're not going to stick with it wrong. Go to the gym, headphones on, world off, and just do your shit. To get even more cliche its 100% true that the more you get out of your comfort zone the easier it gets. As cliche as that sounds its the honest truth. Yeah its out of your comfort zone but anything worthwhile, getting fit, girls, etc will be. At most you'll get a sideways glance but at least for me seeing an unfit person I just think "good for them". Going to first time is honestly the hardest part but you'll quickly realize no one there gives a fuck about you, they're all there for themselves. You're 17, get some self-confidence, the gym really helps. Then save that picture, put it has your screen saver, put it somewhere you'll see it all the time and remember that that person exists inside of you.ģ. Go to and put in the weight you want to be. Not saying to beat the shit out of everyone, just learn to ignore it and you continue doing you.Ģ. >Douche told everyone who wasn't there that day that he was mugged >He never looked at me or talked to me again PWhen he came back in he had 2 black eyes from the broken nose, and I had fractured one of his ribs when pummeling him. >I went home treated my now bruised and bleeding hand, and expected a visit / call from the police or coach saying I'm off the team. >Not a single person there lifted a finger to help him or pull me off. >I mean hard hitting you can hear the thumps hits. >As he is rolling on the ground with (what I was told later a broken nose) I put a knee on his chest to keep him from moving >As he steps in front of me to physically stop me, I swing as hard as I could into his face. Eyes averted, staring straight ahead but I'm heated. >Insults getting worse as he is trying to impress the others >I have to walk past this asshole to continue my walk home >Other team mates visually uncomfortable as none of them had a problem with me but none stopped him >Douche makes the effort to break away and start insulting me >Douche and his buddy are talking with another group of team mates. Put up with his shit for 4 months because feared getting kicked off team if I started anything. This guy genuinely did not like me for some reason. He was 18, same height, but maybe 210 and admittedly ripped. Used to always get insulted by a team mate. Was always chubby but because of football practice and lifting required, I was a 16 yo 6'2" 260lb built fat. Maybe I can actually get a real 7/10 qt3.14Īt that age I ways on the football team. ![]() Too bad I'm too autistic with women due to my weight and never do a thing to further these.Ĭan't wait to get down to 220lbs. >Always droppin hints about the 2 of us just chillin aside from group work >Tfw these same grills are almost jumping across the room to sit next to me so they are grouped with me for group projects. (slightly chubby chicks with cute faces sure but still 100% more attention than before) >Catching a few girls from Uni classes looking at me and then looking away when I glance around the room. >Little more confidence in everything I do. >Tfw started wearing my hair different, dressing different, and carrying myself/walking different since weight loss. Its their "is this guy lost?" attitude becausebyou probably look like you belong in a McDonald's not a gym. When I started, of course you get nasty looks. Went from 5xl shirts just fitting to swimming in most 2xl. I still have a gut (where mahority of my weight is) but my face is much slimmer as is everything else.
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